A conflict between what this music is and what it was supposed to be, once it came in contact with formal education.
The joy of discovery driven experiments gets disapproved by the pressure of strict and ambiguous ideas of what you are supposed to say, according to the Reality.
Quirky and weird experiments with different ideas of having fun, clashing with disengagement from the Reality, in the way a seven year old would perceive it.
Part 3 out of 8 from Joy of Creation.